way back into Love

This Love has taken its toll

2009-09-03T02:53:00.000+08:00

Life is a storybook .

You filled a chapter of my life . Probably the best ill ever have .
My happiest, saddest , angry-iest moments were mostly given by you .

I hurt u time n time again before .
But soon i realised i cant afford to lose you .

I changed all that i needed to, to make you happy .
I did all i couLd just to see that smile on your face .

But it seemed futile.
I changed . So did you .
Is it the work of karma?
I guess it is .

Im thinking its better if we end this now than later .
You taught me life's greatest lesson .
You were there through my darkest days .

Lastly,
Thanks for being my girl . You were the greatest .
I love you , i really do.

Goodbye my Kaiserin .

To all readers/frens,
this blog is officially Dead .

HAPPY 44th B'DAY SINGAPORE!

2009-08-10T00:32:00.003+08:00

well the first before anything else,
happy birthday to my homeland.

i cant say for sure it is the greatest of all places.
but 1 thing is for sure, it isnt the worst.

well, like how the song goes,
whether rain or shine, it's still beautiful .

this Public Holiday gave me a good time to rest as well.
haven't slept that much hours in a long time.

Went to Golden Mile J-Dee discotheque with chef and company.
had a helluva time there . something i havent done in ages n nv had the chance to .
Gotta thank Chef for that . Thanks alot old man.
Reached home around 2, slightly drunk.
Wanted to get something to drink, but somehow the mug slipped outta my hand .
cut my leg . bleed all the way from kitchen to living room n back .
lols . T_T

slept through the whole morning, woke up did some chores for dad .
played computer n my darLing Honey came over bringing me lunch .
so sweet right? lols -

watched movie n went out for dinner .
my baby gurL is a lil loose on the wire today . haas.
kept laughin n doing crazy stuffs .
my heart was almost crying out with joy to see her so happy .

DarLing Gurl;
i hope u'll be as happy as today always.
iloveyou Honey .

Yours Truly,
Bee
deKaiser

2009-07-26T04:45:00.002+08:00

baby , i'm here to say HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY !
& happy birthday to baby's mum too :D

& i wanna greet you everywhere !
i love you . muacks .

signing off le ,

HAPPINESS

2009-07-07T00:02:00.002+08:00

i need an answer, or maybe someone to tell me .

how can i ever make the ppl i love happy?

i seems to source of everyone's problem .

i try n try ,

the more i try , the worse it gets .

im sucha usless fck .

maybe i shud jus disappear from the face of earth .

maybe i shud jus Die .

to the Greatest girl ever!

2009-06-16T01:01:00.004+08:00

XIAOBAO,

its our 6monthvesary . time seems to fly , yet it seems to crawl . but no matter what, my love for u is getting stronger day by day . ((:

Going back in time,

the day the affection started . our good friend Michellee Teo aka Bytch birthday .
cake throwing, smashing . lalalalala . T_T
tagging on a tagboard using the wrong name . LMAO.
im sucha clown . =x
but well, seems like it was meant to be . >.<

Msg to my FleshNBlood:
im sorry for being sucha useless father .
im sorry for taking away your humane rights to live.
im rly sorry . forgive me .
if fate prevails , may you be reborn as my child when the time is right.
i promise u ill give u nothing but the best.
im sorry my child.

and now, our 6th months together! ((:
got some stuffs home to cook for my dear girl.
shall upload the pics if im able to .

alrights i guess thats about it . good night everyone.

WHERE IS THE LOVE?

2009-05-25T00:19:00.003+08:00

People says a Mother's Love is incomparable .
but i have to disagree.

because im experiencing a situation here whereby a mother can give up her child's life for the sake of being Daddy's little girl, her Family reputation and her own future n dreams.

Dear God,
Whats wrong with the world?
Humans need a saviour. someone to remind us of the Love.

where is the love the love the love?

2009-04-16T11:22:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 4th MONTH TO ME N MY BABY! XD

to my darlingGIRL;
i hope these Precious Moments wouLd last f0rever.
you're like PureMilk that makes me drunk.
i love you More Than Words can say.
i wanna propose n marry you with Cartier diamonds
and our kids would look as cute as MiniToons.
grow old with u n together we shall visit Beijing 101. =x

hahas i know im a lamer. but i hope u can see the effort here. >.<
anw, happy 4th month sweetheart. iLoveYOU!

adios;
JIAAN-

2009-04-04T17:24:00.001+08:00

dearest Grandpa who passed away on 2nd April 2009.
the man in the world who dotes n love me most.

may he rest in peace.

JIAAN-
em0tional wreck

2009-03-25T20:53:00.001+08:00

to those who worried;

we're okay le .
lets hope nth happens anymore.

An: sorry .
Enn: sorry too

that was wad happened. >.<
and they lived happily ever after. =x

adios;
AN.EN

2009-03-22T16:10:00.002+08:00

guess who is here xD
Eileen's here , just edited this rotting blog :X
well . that pig is sleeping now , he's working later .
gotta wake him up @ 4.30pm .

Baby , i'm on your blog to say i love you =DDD

2009-03-17T01:11:00.003+08:00

my 3 months of Sweet, Sour, Bitter and Spicyness

and im enjoying every moment of it.

well, mus be thinking wad im getting at .

guess wad? 3 months had already passed since i got together with ENN
you guys may think its not a long period. but we went through alot .
soon it shall be 3 years, and den 3 decades.

I WANNA GROW OLD WITH MY BEH-DE-BEE-DE!
xD

anw, HAPPY THREE MONTHS bao-de-bei-de!

iLOVEDyou,
iLOVEyou,
iLOVINGyou!

XpPp

BoLiao uhs? lmao!

well,thats life. its short, gotta make it sweet!
live the moment! u never noe wats gonna happen next.
i may be happily sitting here. scurlly the monitor got Terrorist put bomb.
next moment, im dead! right? =x

alright shall stop here le.

message to my LAO-de-PO-de:
thanks for all the chances you've giving me.
i told u, u will nv regret it.
and i hope u can see im doing all i can to keep to my WORDS!
i love you sweetheart! HAPPY THREE MONTHS!
wo ai ni!!!

adios;
JIAAN-

2009-03-09T15:14:00.002+08:00

its been a long long time,

well well , anyone missed me out there? =x
anw, gonna be a 3mth r/s with ENN soon coming 16th .
she shall be my first girl to lasttttttttttt thissssssssss loooooooooooonnnnnggggg >.<

i suck right?
yea, cos those ppl who hate womanizer nv understands that im always the 1 to get hurt in a r/s .

actually ultra lazy to blog de.
but my BELOVED brother JIAYANG complaining my BLOG got webs le . n my girl says its rotting . well, jus here to give them some facial tissue .

aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i hate schooL . i cant seems to understand a word my teacher is saying . im trying n im trying n im still trying . i try, i keep trying n i tried . maybe its jus becos . books are not my ally . =/

my darLing girl enjoying something she yearned for aa loong time . n i went to get it for her earlier . its the BASIL ALCOVE 'SHRIMP ORANGE PASTA'
oo lala . i cn smell it from here . n im sooo hungry. =(

alright thats it bahs .

adios;
JIAAN-

2009-02-16T00:55:00.009+08:00

2 months of HOT n COLD and we're still standing strong .

Firstly and most important of all,Happy 2nd month to my SWEETHEART; wo ai ni!

like wad they say happy times fly .

words jus cant describe how much i love u girl .

13th February;

Finished schooL met baby for Tepanyaki lunch . went to Plaza Singapura to collect our couple rings. den went to Starhub to sign line for my girl . and i got the same phone as her . LG viewty. weets!

rushed to Taka to get my SIM replaced . went to work and got FCKED like crap . everything bad that happened that day became my fault . rofl . but well, i had a good day.

14th February;
woke up in the morning jus to get nag by my family for 'losing' my phone . i told them i left it somewhere in the house. yet, no-one believed me . so sad . actually wanna go do facial with mom and bro, end up felt so frustrated that i told mom to cancel my appointment . went to TampinesMall to watch LoveMatters . when movie end, we got a friggin surprise . JackNeo and his gang came in to ask comments . have the photo on my phone now . shall update soon . cos now too lazy to upload . >.<

after movies, baby very funny . she thought we going on the Singapore Flyer at 5. den she keep ask me fast fast fast . muahaha . i knew it was 5.30 , but wanted to disturb her . =x

reach there at 4.55 den she keep ask hurrying me saying "left 5mins . fast fast!" LOLs. shes gonna kill me for this . end up i get ticket she gave me a -.-' face . WAHAHAS.

went up the flyer . took tonnes of pics . but not on my phone . =x shall update later too. after Flyer, went to Kenko to feed the fishes our smelly legs . den cabbed to Basil Alcove for our Valentine dinner which well, cost me a bomb . lmao .

after dinner, we go walk walk abit . den go Haji Lane for Seesha . after that waited for cab for eternity, on call oso very long . end up i reach home at 12.15 ZzZ

Happy Valentines' Day baby.
iloveyou -

15th February;
Woke up went to Sentosa, Sun-tan abit buay tahan zao go shade hide . lmao.
went to work after that, today not much customers . so clean up kitchen abit, close shop and now im home.

16th February;
im sitting here, alone . singing a song for you. i hope u can hear the words in my heart now.
i love you sweetheart . happy 2 months .
Gonna go sleep now . school tmr morning . night blog . night everyone.

adios;
JIAAN-

2009-02-14T00:21:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY

to my BABY-eiLEEn;

i love u girl . may we last till eternity -

shall be a packed day later, jus sit back n enjoy urseLf aight?

im truly bLessed to haf a girl like u . n i thank myseLf for dat! XD

cos im my own god . i rule my own life . thats MY philosophy .

Roses are red

Violets are blue

i may not be suave

but my love is true

to all the LOVERS in e world;

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY

and to all SINGLES;

u may be single, but you're not alone . ur mom can be ur valentine too .

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!

ahaha , jajajaja, muahahaha , lalalaa ,dodododo , dededeeeeeee

im jus so VERY happy .

LAST but not LEAST,

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

adios;

JIAAN-

2009-02-03T01:01:00.003+08:00

PLEASE THINK TWICE

to my girl;

i know i've betrayed ur trust , once and then twice . but jus when i set my mind to get things right . u wanna end this . please girl , all i need is just another chance to prove that i love you and i rly do .

pls give it one more try for the sake of our love , pls give it once more chance cos i cant give you up . all i ever need is you .

i love you girl .

2009-01-16T01:12:00.004+08:00

16th JANUARY -

HAPPY 1st MTH BAOBEI !

DearGod;
i wnna spend my lyfee jus like this forever . hope thats not too much to ask for .

BAOBEI; im here to sae, i love you . n i wanna spend my everyday jus like this with uu till e end of time . nv leave me aLone k ? 记得我们的约定哦！我爱你！

been rly busy these days . schooL n work schooL n work ! time flies .
its been a decade since i last posted . arghs! rly no tym . dun blame me for being Lazy cn? ):

alrights . ill try to continue posting as much as i haf the time to .
for n0w i gotta go . schooL tmr . nid to wake early . so thats it for now.
GOODNIGHT everyone! nights BLOG!

adios;
JIAAN-

2008-12-24T02:26:00.005+08:00

22Dec

work like shit the whoLe dae . lmao . den ard 5+ baobei came n look for me. knocked off at 6 after that pei Baobei de didi go SLS walk walk . he bought a Hamburger mp3 pLayer speaker n a earpiece . after that wanted to watch movie de . but cos of my curfew in the end run to CineLeisure . rch there le, den the seats all full only left front row . so end up nv watch any movie . baobei's didi went n watch movie, me n her duno where to go . so we go Vivo to luo man ti ke (romantic). actually wanted to go Mount Faber, but i duno how to go . rofl . at vivo there the feeLing darn shiok . saw a v big xmas tree .

our Advanced Christmas XD

went home with baobei after Vivo , den slp slp slp.

23Dec

earLy morning baobei pei me go work, when my chef Wilson saw her . they talk abit abit den duno wth baobei become free labour for the dae . lmao . duno yy she so happy today . ppl work v tired she keep playing talking . hahas . gLad to c her so happy . X)

now she jus beside me . being a kpo . ahahahs! alrights , gotta go shower n slp soon . nighty nights frens!

adios;

JIAAN-

2008-12-22T01:39:00.006+08:00

20th Dec;

morning went to Gate13 to cover up my old tattoo . didnt want that monster on my chest, so covered it up with something else . shall upload pic once its completely done as i still got 2 sessions to go. ):
after that sent girlfriend to CommonWealth for her Xmas party at her aunt's house .
den jiu go to work le .

21st Dec;

dearie came n meet me at 1040. after that went to point to eat with JunPing . den yongxiang came, went to CDDC . wanted to enrol for Bike license de. but duno wtf the place was closed for the day. wasted my time n bus fare. =x
went to Orchard , go Takashimaya walk walk . bought a present for my love . its something she wanted for a long tym (Paris Hilton Wallet) . den went to Cineleisure to watch IP Man // the show was friggin gud . rly loved it . way to go !

Our First Movie-dae Out

Strangers In the Mirror?

Act Cute Pte. Ltd.

n I wan this to Last

Forever n Ever

after movie, WORK again . dearie pei me go . she v kind-hearted wors . rch there saw a wheel-chair bound uncle . she pushed him across the road . hmms ! wad a nice girl . after awhile she went to WoodLand to pLae mahjong. O.o work finish le , started to use my phone to call everyone i noe to ask where got sell TangYuan,everyone sae 'So late le , where to get?'. started to give up hope , took train to WoodLand to find dearie den when i walk pass a coffeeshop, somehow something like a natural force pulled me over. and Hallejuah , i saw the Desert shop got sell the stupid TangYuan . xDmet girlfriend, pass her the tangyuan. less than 10mins went to Cab home . i told the cab driver i was gonna be late for my curfew . den suddenly i thought i saw JayChou in initial D . wtf , he drove 110km/h on the expressway n 90km/h on normal roads. woot! hes sooooo cooooL man .but thank goodness he did that , if not im gonna be late . >.< n0w at home, relax abit wan go koonz le . TMR still gotta WORK WORK WORK!arghs! but hell, i love my job! x)alrights , thats all for now . nights frens . nights bLog

adios;
JIAAN-

the Xmas Prezzie baobei got for me . >.<

2008-12-19T01:21:00.002+08:00

18th Dec ;
today very happy . early morning deardear pei me go work , had breakfast together . then i went for work , she went home . had a very busy afternoon . today very funny , i broke 2 soup bowls . then my shifu asked me pull my ears & do 10 squats . deardear came to find me at 5 pm . my shifu allows me to have break time from 5.15-5.45 , went to bugis junction with dearie , bought veggies for the shop at cold storage , and headed back . shifu was kind enough to extend my break till 6.30 . thank you ~ xD girlfriend's friend , lydia , came over to look for her , i went back to work . dear went walking around at bugis junction . today was my nic chef birthday . ( happy birthday ! ) dinner was damn busy . after work , girlfriend sent me home . so sweet of her . i love you . muack . =x

2008-12-18T01:36:00.004+08:00

16th Dec'08

the happiest dae of my Lyfee . slept at 4 a.m den woke up at 6 to gif that dummy a call . after jus one ring she picked up le . i was like WTF? den i ask her , nv slp? she sae ya . i almost vomit blood. -.-' zZz ; went to mac to haf breakfast with her . after dat went to poly-clinic at buangkok to see loc-ter to get MC . been coughing like a madman this few days . (but when im with her i dun cough, i dun understand. WHY? ?_?) mus be the power of LOVE // =x

after see loc-ter the stupid nurse at the counter ask me study where, i oso stupid tell her not studying anym0re . den kana charge adult consultation. -.-' whhyyy amm ii soooo dummmmmmmb? zZzzz .

after that go home with de-dummy . den something sux happened. dun wanna sae . say le only make myself more angry . lmao . slept and wake for like 4 hrs . 0,0

went to mall to meet didi-inlaw . walk ard , bought oLd chang kee for dear's er-ge .

actually wan go home eat dinner de. in e end saw ppl at park play soccer . wow! its like ages since i last kicked a soccer ball . rofl. played awhile , went home for dinner . pei dearie go woodlands den bus back home . KOONz!

now mommy nag le . wan me go to slp . bo bians . hahas.

nights all , night bLog!

adios;

JIAAN-

2008-12-16T01:00:00.009+08:00

15th Dec,

w0ke up darn early todae jus to go to work . in the end my Chef de Partie himseLf late . no1 open the door for me . went across the road to eat some prata . after that went to Guanyin temple 'bai bai' . den went back sit dere like a dumb arse . wait for the sky to drop .

start work le . was thinking of s0mebody den nv watch myself . cut my finger . after lunch service . peeL potatoes oso peel until my hands. -.-'

left my workpLace at 6.30 to go to Jennifer's Birthdae ChaLet . i was like a cameraman when they cutting the cake . rofl!

anw, happy Bday xia0ting . nice cake on ur face yeah? hope u liked dat . xD

around 10plus . took an airplane went to meet ENN . had some PRATA(again) . den sent her home . after that wait bus too long . took the airplane again . zzz (expensive lehhs. lols)
rch home at exactly 12.

now going to dota 1 round den go koonz le . tmr gotta wake up v early. -.-'
goodnyte all ! night bLog!

16 Dec;
the start of s0mething new, i found my way back into Love -
iloveyou girl!

adios;
JIAAN-

2008-12-15T00:46:00.003+08:00

14 Dec,

my grandma's bday. Happy Bday ahMa! after having lunch went to Jurong Point to walk walk with my family . walk until damn frustrated , the whole place was so crowded . arghs!

rch home ard 5 . after that go nap for 1 hour . den went to meet lyin . actually wanted to cut my hair. but think think , my hair too short so in the end nv cut . we went to compass point . ate Ajisen Ramen . <--- fking waste money . taste almost like the Instant Ramen from NTUC . rofl!

den took MRT went to meet Eileen(ENN) . walk around hougang central . after that sent her home . den go home le .

jus finished shower . now go dota 1 round wan go sleep le . tmr still gotta wake early go work .
GOODNIGHT guys! nights BLOG!

adios;
JIAAN-

2008-12-12T11:44:00.002+08:00

today is the 12th of December;

1 month plus since i left that hell-hole.
well, im living my life to the fullest.
like what i always told my self
"Life is sh0rt, make it sweet"

Darren go NS le . from the bottom of my heart i wish him all the best.
that applies to all the new Enlistees . GoodLuck people.

now 11.51 a.m - working at 3pm today . finally a chance for me to rest well .
thanks Boss ! rofl

hmms , last night finished work at 10.30 - den my Boss's boss drove me to Serangoon Garden Circle to meet up with Darren . had a few cups . its been a long tym since i last drank.
after that John gave me a ride home .

Jus when i step down from his Bike . the kick from the Drinks came . i was so fking drowsy. lols
rch home watch MiO-TV watch until my head wan burst already i went to sLeep. lmao.

to Erica;
Bon Voyage girl . (:

have a good day people! beautiful weather today! X)

adios;
JIAAN-

2008-12-08T02:27:00.002+08:00

its a BEAUTIFUL day!

jus had a supper . n its 2 in the morning . or shud i sae breakfast? lols
n0w stomach darn full . wan go slp oso cant . T_T

to all my FRENS who going to NS on the 12th;
goodluck to you guys! take loads of care!
anything not happy jus whack that officer face can le .

hmms , now go relac abit wan go k00nz le.
goodnight all!

adios;
JIAAN-