You filled a chapter of my life . Probably the best ill ever have . My happiest, saddest , angry-iest moments were mostly given by you .
I hurt u time n time again before . But soon i realised i cant afford to lose you .
I changed all that i needed to, to make you happy . I did all i couLd just to see that smile on your face .
But it seemed futile. I changed . So did you . Is it the work of karma? I guess it is .
Im thinking its better if we end this now than later . You taught me life's greatest lesson . You were there through my darkest days .
Lastly, Thanks for being my girl . You were the greatest . I love you , i really do.
Goodbye my Kaiserin .
To all readers/frens, this blog is officially Dead .
Monday, August 10, 2009
well the first before anything else, happy birthday to my homeland.
i cant say for sure it is the greatest of all places. but 1 thing is for sure, it isnt the worst.
well, like how the song goes, whether rain or shine, it's still beautiful .
this Public Holiday gave me a good time to rest as well. haven't slept that much hours in a long time.
Went to Golden Mile J-Dee discotheque with chef and company. had a helluva time there . something i havent done in ages n nv had the chance to . Gotta thank Chef for that . Thanks alot old man. Reached home around 2, slightly drunk. Wanted to get something to drink, but somehow the mug slipped outta my hand . cut my leg . bleed all the way from kitchen to living room n back . lols . T_T
slept through the whole morning, woke up did some chores for dad . played computer n my darLing Honey came over bringing me lunch . so sweet right? lols -
watched movie n went out for dinner . my baby gurL is a lil loose on the wire today . haas. kept laughin n doing crazy stuffs . my heart was almost crying out with joy to see her so happy .
DarLing Gurl; i hope u'll be as happy as today always. iloveyou Honey .
Yours Truly, Bee deKaiser
Sunday, July 26, 2009
baby , i'm here to say HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ! & happy birthday to baby's mum too :D
& i wanna greet you everywhere ! i love you . muacks .
signing off le ,
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
i need an answer, or maybe someone to tell me .
how can i ever make the ppl i love happy?
i seems to source of everyone's problem .
i try n try ,
the more i try , the worse it gets .
im sucha usless fck .
maybe i shud jus disappear from the face of earth .
its our 6monthvesary . time seems to fly , yet it seems to crawl . but no matter what, my love for u is getting stronger day by day . ((:
Going back in time,
the day the affection started . our good friend Michellee Teo aka Bytch birthday . cake throwing, smashing . lalalalala . T_T tagging on a tagboard using the wrong name . LMAO. im sucha clown . =x but well, seems like it was meant to be . >.<
Msg to my FleshNBlood: im sorry for being sucha useless father . im sorry for taking away your humane rights to live. im rly sorry . forgive me . if fate prevails , may you be reborn as my child when the time is right. i promise u ill give u nothing but the best. im sorry my child.
and now, our 6th months together! ((: got some stuffs home to cook for my dear girl. shall upload the pics if im able to .
alrights i guess thats about it . good night everyone.
People says a Mother's Love is incomparable . but i have to disagree.
because im experiencing a situation here whereby a mother can give up her child's life for the sake of being Daddy's little girl, her Family reputation and her own future n dreams.
Dear God, Whats wrong with the world? Humans need a saviour. someone to remind us of the Love.